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Unnecessary, but true
 A hug would be greatly appreciated right now.
I don't know why I'm so tense and stressed. I wish Liam were here. I need him. I miss him. I love him. I don't care what anyone thinks; I'm in love. I'm in love. I'm in love. I mean, it hurts when he's not here. I can never stop thinking about him. Every single thing in this room reminds me of him. His scent is perfect. His voice is perfect. He's perfect. I love him. And I'd really love a hug from him right now. Or something. Even if I just talked with him. I just want to hear his voice. I need him. I need him. How is this puppy love? I want to be with him forever. I want to be happy with him. And it's so hard when he isn't even tangible for another six months. I just want a hug.
He's one of the few people on this planet who sits down and listens to me talk twenty-four seven. He's amused by me and my naive personality; I can hear it in him. I love it when he chuckles, it's so adorable. And I love his smile. And his breathing. And his voice. I love his voice. I could listen to him talk all day.
In fact, we could spend a whole day together on the couch watching movies and never get bored. Because we're with each other. We don't need to be in bed to enjoy each other's company. And that's another reason why I love him. However, I'm not saying that I'm not considering that. Because I am. I want to show him how much I love him, one day. And he told me that he feels the same way. I'm secretly overjoyed about this.
I don't know, but I think I knew that I was beginning to fall in love with Liam within the first three weeks of going out. We were talking on the phone, and suddenly we both sort of fell silent. I started to talk and he went, "Don't say anything. I just like to hear you breathing. It's so peaceful." And after a few minutes, he went, "May I say something?" and I'm like, "Go ahead" and I'm all flustered and stuff because we've barely been going out for a month and he's being all sweet with me and stuff. And Liam says, "I've never felt so close to anyone in my life. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Stay with me forever." And I was just like, "...okay ♥" and he went on for about an hour just talking about how strongly he felt about me, and I was trying to do the same but failing miserably. But, of course, he's my first boyfriend, so I really had no idea what I was doing. And sometimes I still don't.
The time I spend with him is both the longest and shortest moments of my life. The time goes by so fast with him, and yet I take in every single moment with him and just relive it. It's an incredible feeling to realize that you're talking with the boy of your dreams, your perfect match, your soul mate. And, sure, I've been asked out by plenty of guys before, and I'm honestly not sure why I said yes to Liam. I don't mean that in a rude way, however; I think it was just because he's always flattered me, from the very beginning. And then there are the random joes who I only know from passing faces in the hallways who ask me out because I'm 'pretty cute'. Well, Liam only knew me from behind the computer screen for about two years until he saw my pictures. And he liked me for me, not for my looks. And I'm somewhat glad for that. And he calls me beautiful every day, so I'm in the middle of a win-win situation here.
I love my life. And I love Liam. And the reason that I love life is because of Liam. He's my hero, honestly. I look up to him. And he's just incredible. I wish that there would be more Liam's in the world; it'd be such a nicer place.
tl;dr version: I'm in love, and now I'm 100% positive about it.Labels: Liam, love
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Unnecessary, but true
A hug would be greatly appreciated right now.
I don't know why I'm so tense and stressed. I wish Liam were here. I need him. I miss him. I love him. I don't care what anyone thinks; I'm in love. I'm in love. I'm in love. I mean, it hurts when he's not here. I can never stop thinking about him. Every single thing in this room reminds me of him. His scent is perfect. His voice is perfect. He's perfect. I love him. And I'd really love a hug from him right now. Or something. Even if I just talked with him. I just want to hear his voice. I need him. I need him. How is this puppy love? I want to be with him forever. I want to be happy with him. And it's so hard when he isn't even tangible for another six months. I just want a hug.
He's one of the few people on this planet who sits down and listens to me talk twenty-four seven. He's amused by me and my naive personality; I can hear it in him. I love it when he chuckles, it's so adorable. And I love his smile. And his breathing. And his voice. I love his voice. I could listen to him talk all day.
In fact, we could spend a whole day together on the couch watching movies and never get bored. Because we're with each other. We don't need to be in bed to enjoy each other's company. And that's another reason why I love him. However, I'm not saying that I'm not considering that. Because I am. I want to show him how much I love him, one day. And he told me that he feels the same way. I'm secretly overjoyed about this.
I don't know, but I think I knew that I was beginning to fall in love with Liam within the first three weeks of going out. We were talking on the phone, and suddenly we both sort of fell silent. I started to talk and he went, "Don't say anything. I just like to hear you breathing. It's so peaceful." And after a few minutes, he went, "May I say something?" and I'm like, "Go ahead" and I'm all flustered and stuff because we've barely been going out for a month and he's being all sweet with me and stuff. And Liam says, "I've never felt so close to anyone in my life. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Stay with me forever." And I was just like, "...okay ♥" and he went on for about an hour just talking about how strongly he felt about me, and I was trying to do the same but failing miserably. But, of course, he's my first boyfriend, so I really had no idea what I was doing. And sometimes I still don't.
The time I spend with him is both the longest and shortest moments of my life. The time goes by so fast with him, and yet I take in every single moment with him and just relive it. It's an incredible feeling to realize that you're talking with the boy of your dreams, your perfect match, your soul mate. And, sure, I've been asked out by plenty of guys before, and I'm honestly not sure why I said yes to Liam. I don't mean that in a rude way, however; I think it was just because he's always flattered me, from the very beginning. And then there are the random joes who I only know from passing faces in the hallways who ask me out because I'm 'pretty cute'. Well, Liam only knew me from behind the computer screen for about two years until he saw my pictures. And he liked me for me, not for my looks. And I'm somewhat glad for that. And he calls me beautiful every day, so I'm in the middle of a win-win situation here.
I love my life. And I love Liam. And the reason that I love life is because of Liam. He's my hero, honestly. I look up to him. And he's just incredible. I wish that there would be more Liam's in the world; it'd be such a nicer place.
tl;dr version: I'm in love, and now I'm 100% positive about it.Labels: Liam, love
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!! Meghan Julianna Schultz. 14. Female. Taken. Freshmen. CAPSLOCK.
 I'm commonly known online as Fiinikkusu, Megative, or Robotiqua. Some people call me Meg, Meggu, Mego's, Megatron, Megalopolis, Meganium, Schultzy, and some insults here and there. But you can call me tonight.
 I live the simple life. At the ripe age of fourteen, I can still rely on my parents. I can still do stupid things and only get disappointed head-shakes and scoldings. I can still love my boyfriend without being expected to have sex with him. I can still ask for a lollipop at the doctor's office. I can still be completely clueless about the world around me without others thinking I'm unintelligent. I know that in a few years, everything will be different. But that's okay. Everything is different.
 I'm not hard to please. I like Pokemon, playing the piano, cell phone charms, hair clips, window shopping, algebra, surveys, band-aids, pizza, my boyfriend, snow, Optimus Prime, 11:11, and kittens.
 When I grow up, I'm going to live with my boyfriend somewhere. Just anywhere but here. And I will have a coffeeshop. It's unnamed so far, but one day I will think of a name and a location and everything. Those are my life dreams in a nutshell; to live with my boyfriend, to own a coffeeshop, and to move away from the boonies of Pennsylvania.
 I'm straightedge, and I mention it often. I don't do drugs, smoke, drink, and I'm still a virgin. I hate alcohol more than anything on this planet, just throwing that out there. Don't talk to me just to bash my opinions. Everyone has them, and I appreciate that you're trying to make yours heard, but you're going to the wrong person about them.
 I watch anime and read manga. My favourites are Higurashi no Naku Koro ni, Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei, Pita-Ten, DOGs, and Kaleido Star. I watch television. My favorite TV shows are Scrubs and That 70's Show. I watch movies. My favorite movies are Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Transformers, Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, and War Games.
 I'm not your average fourteen year old.
 
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