bonjour.

I'm the most boring individual you will ever have the mispleasure to meet. I can promise you that. And if you spell my name wrong, babies will be punched. I just missed 11:11. God damn it all.

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Woken Up

Liam made me realize something.
I don't try. And if I don't start to try, then I'll lose everything that I've been waiting for since May 11; Liam's trip to America.

It went like this: I didn't get my work done, my grades are horrid, Liam lectures me, I apologize, and then he goes, "Look, as much as it hurts me to say this, if you don't get your grades up... then I'm not coming to America." And, I understood where he was coming from. It gave me a jump-start, like suddenly school was the most important thing in the world to me. Because that's what Liam is. The most important thing on this planet. Hell, I would die for Liam. So, I'm going to put grades as my top priority right now, because in order to get Liam, I need to get my grades up. He told me he was in the same place I'm in now - where I won't ask for help because it makes me feel weak and whatnot - and he's been having such a hard time getting jobs because of it. He couldn't even get into the college he wanted to because of it. Liam told me that he didn't want me to be in the same position he's in, because he knows that I'm smarter and more reliable than that. And, to be honest, that means so much to me. That someone as amazing as Liam cares about me so much that he actually has to throw out a punishment because I'm not doing well. Most girlfriends these days would see this as a threat and immediately explode at their boyfriend for saying such a horrid thing, but honestly? I need a little push in the right direction, because right now I'm just standing still as everyone's flying past me. And I think Liam is - and forever will be - the only one that can make that happen. He also promised me a really nice present if I get straight-A's.

God, I'll be trying so hard now. Pinky promise.

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